Starting in the middle because life doesn't have a three act structure. It's chaotic and it's beautiful. It's afternoon when I wake up in the hotel to the chronic pain in my body successfully managed with truisms offering relief I forgot could be real.

You are allowed to not suffer
It's okay to do nothing
You can just lie here

I arrived in Miami with no chargers for any of my devices so I had no choice but to order pizza, do the ketamine found in my makeup bag, dance around naked, take selfies, play with my hair and random jewelry and

self-love, self-pleasure, self-satisfaction ♥