Lyrics: I was not here I was not here Trapped inside My mind Colorful imagination Ignoring you This time Absorbed in the Entertainment I wish we had more time, I do I wish we had more time, I do You see I wanna be the good guy But I fall short, every single time Seeking pleasure I need struggle Repeat the lesson For double trouble You think I’d learn But I am human Slam it in my head till I’m dead Yes, I am fully broken And I need God to survive Imagining you Perfection that incinerates Everything lesser Well I want your presence so I must get better Be my baby Be my baby Be my baby Be be, But everytime I try I hurt you Everytime I try I touch you I still think of you that way I can’t help myself Dont want to hurt you But I love you too much I still think of you that way I can’t help myself Dont want to hurt you But I love you too much Everyone we love we hurt Never mind what they deserve They deserve better I gotta do better Everyone we love we hurt Never mind what they deserve They deserve better, yeah I need to do better better