You would say my subconscious
but I would say God.
I know because I see a
greater order of things when
I trip. I see something
above me. Art, Music,
Technology, Love – all glimpses
of the designs and passions
of a higher power.

Ripples of wind are flowing
through the grass
I know I want to win,
I don't want to come in last
place, but this is my first
and last race.
Only have one take in this
life, no replays.
I'm afraid of wasting time
But I waste time thinking
about how much time
I'm wasting -