This piece is referenced from Girl with a pearl earring painting by Johannes Vermeer.
In this consciousness, the conversation blurs past the earring. This is in a presence where we’re more than our objects of attraction and the blindness of that. Here, perception is often shallow, yet, introspection; a harrowing tunnel of doubt. • • You’ve just walked through a door.
This piece is in reflection of the very same policies the target in this fiasco vehemently evangelizes. Maybe it is a conscious call to reevaluate everyone’s stance in regards to the gun control conversation in the United States.
A collection of three works that span expressions drawn from the application of flowers in our human consciousness. It is about when flowers say; “I love you, and here’s to our new beginning” It is also about when flowers say; “Here lies the remains” It is about when they teach us that beautiful things must first bloom, and also that beautiful things will shrivel and dry up.
My feeble mind, Plagued with the conundrum of where I am and where I ought to be, Unsatisfied with today, Hopeful for tomorrow. I want this plague to be over I want to continue to remain greatful.
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With this film, I express the personal relationship I've had with being an artist. For me it has been a very faith based journey and interesting as it continues to unfold before me in real time. It is a continuing conversation for me. This a very vulnerable expression for me and it is one of those projects that have been directly born out of the faith and trust I have in my self and this journey. As crude as this film is, it is also a very honest expression of where I currently am in Life. I've made this film as a bookmark of my journey, I want to look back at it one day and see where I came from. It is indeed a continuing conversation. ENJOY.
My mind, once a playground for dreams, Is now only a safe space for a cacophony of inconsistent thoughts. Today, I spiral. Maybe I won’t tomorrow, But today, I spiral.
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Find me where the sunsets, People ask; are you not afraid, that’s where things go to end? I don’t think I’m afraid, For nothing ever ends, Everything becomes.
In this moment, I am the source of my own inspiration. I’m inspiring to myself because I’ve chosen to live, seek, yearn, fall, fail, wander, lose. I have accepted that which is fated.
I once told you of fires I lit to keep me warm and how they’re the same ones that consumed me. Now, I must make a torch to light my path from the same fires; my cow must roast on its tongues.
In this moment, I am the source of my own inspiration. I’m inspiring to myself because I’ve chosen to live, seek, yearn, fall, fail, wander, lose. I have accepted that which is fated.
I once told you of fires I lit to keep me warm and how they’re the same ones that consumed me. Now, I must make a torch to light my path from the same fires; my cow must roast on its tongues.
In this moment, I am the source of my own inspiration. I’m inspiring to myself because I’ve chosen to live, seek, yearn, fall, fail, wander, lose. I have accepted that which is fated.
I once told you of fires I lit to keep me warm and how they’re the same ones that consumed me. Now, I must make a torch to light my path from the same fires; my cow must roast on its tongues.
From the showing in Belgium.
Maybe There’s A Reason We All Feel Blue. Showing in Belgium.
Wait till tomorrow!
The Dedication.
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Lovers and a sunset.
Boats.Bird.Blues.
When We See Tomorrow.
Can you send me an invitation /zora please?
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/within another conversation/
Blue pond.
Grey Mirrors.
Film: YOU.
“A checkerboard where I stand on both sides. “
GRIEF.
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C R O S S W A L K.
None of this is by accident.
8beat played the After Party.
|| Sprout || I hope when the rains are done, our dreams begin to sprout.
Out waiting the rain.
M E L A N I E
I hope I find a way somehow.
Boy with a cat.
I lost my earring.
In this consciousness, the conversation blurs past the earring.
This is in a presence where we’re more than our objects of attraction and the blindness of that.
Here, perception is often shallow, yet, introspection; a harrowing tunnel of doubt.
•
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You’ve just walked through a door.
Sincerely exhausted.
Origins.
There’s a samurai at the citadel.
Tout la journée.
‘Nn
BLU•WLK
B L U•E Y E
Yesterday, I went running by the shore.
K I S S.
Follow this tune.
Studio today
Friends with the sun.
Sail.
Alone, together.
I Run My City.
Storm’s over.
No grass, I’m touching water instead.
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À côté là mer
One Morning In Mamelles
Gun Control [2024]
CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 1
PRAY
EAT
You will be food tomorrow.
Infrared.
With You Always
I / O
Fade.
With twilight hue,
Phantom touch,
In azure bloom.
Fading light,
Lost in,
The void of dusk,
And dreams.
We’re Not Together.
But never together.
Parallels within the same function,
I look at you, you look at me
Yet we don’t see each other.
Debris.
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Outsiders.
maybe it means no community.
It is a conundrum.
It is my dilemma.
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Doctor’s Office.
Doctor - Patient confidentiality has a lot more to say.
A Lesson In Flowers 1
It is about when flowers say; “I love you, and here’s to our new beginning”
It is also about when flowers say; “Here lies the remains”
It is about when they teach us that beautiful things must first bloom, and also that beautiful things will shrivel and dry up.
I Can’t Help It.
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For The Boy Inside -1
Inspired by an original cosmic bagels poem [see below]
For The Boy Inside.
[2023]
This dream is for the boy inside,
the boy for whom these wings now fly.
Whose flowers now bloom,
for his seeds sown.
This dream is for the boy inside,
who will no longer fear,
for he saw clearly,
even when he was taught not to trust his eyes.
This dream is for the boy inside,
in a designed consciousness inside his head,
building castles in the sky.
He lives there now.
For The Boy Inside -2
Inspired by an original cosmic bagels poem [see below]
For The Boy Inside.
[2023]
This dream is for the boy inside,
the boy for whom these wings now fly.
Whose flowers now bloom,
for his seeds sown.
This dream is for the boy inside,
who will no longer fear,
for he saw clearly,
even when he was taught not to trust his eyes.
This dream is for the boy inside,
in a designed consciousness inside his head,
building castles in the sky.
He lives there now.
For The Boy Inside -3
Inspired by an original cosmic bagels poem [see below]
For The Boy Inside.
[2023]
This dream is for the boy inside,
the boy for whom these wings now fly.
Whose flowers now bloom,
for his seeds sown.
This dream is for the boy inside,
who will no longer fear,
for he saw clearly,
even when he was taught not to trust his eyes.
This dream is for the boy inside,
in a designed consciousness inside his head,
building castles in the sky.
He lives there now.
Electric Alter Ego.
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Jazz In Saint Louis.
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Burning Man.
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B L O O M.
Cosmic Whispers.
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An Oasis, A Mirage.
A mirage,
A wanderer’s conundrum.
A test of faith,
The price of hope.
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A Samurai In The Halls.
For many a daily battle
I must fight.
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Stern Conversations With Self.
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Sleep Depravity.
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Dialogue.
perspectives,
Like ones and zeros in binary,
Like blacks and whites in a Cosmic Bagels’,
In dialogue, we’re only a reflection of each other.
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Cathartic.
Letting it all out,
Is on the road to letting it all go.
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Transfiguration.
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Stuck.
It Is Raining Inside.
I went inside and found it was raining in there.
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First One Out.
Everyday feels like this.
I win,
I lose,
I fight.
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Pain Also Looks Like This
A cycle of impermanent stings,
It could even be beautiful like butterflies,
Once you can make it out of the goo.
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In One Of These Halls
History,
Hope as bright as sunflower fields.
Empty Halls,
Many futures.
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Plagued with the conundrum of where I am and where I ought to be,
Unsatisfied with today,
Hopeful for tomorrow.
I want this plague to be over
I want to continue to remain greatful.
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So You're An Artist
I Haven’t Slept In A While.
Is now only a safe space for a cacophony of inconsistent thoughts.
Today, I spiral.
Maybe I won’t tomorrow,
But today, I spiral.
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Through Seasons.
Yet Again.
yet, it melts me like wax,
So, here I am again,
stung with a fiery reminder of all the dreams
I haven't lived.
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TIMY-1
Something Gives.
This is a call to consciousness to water the earth that feeds us.
WWW.GO
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stop the war
First rain
Near Miss
IMPALED-3
TIMY-2
One Good Dream -2
IT COULD HAVE BEEN ANYTHING
Inhale
IT COULD HAVE BEEN ANYWHERE
Four Friends and a Familiar Stranger -3
[2023]
Trust, Belief, Confidence, hand in hand,
In the lush garden of hope, they'd stand.
Yet, in the brightness of this grand light's beam,
A familiar stranger, Doubt, found a seam.
He lurked in corners, where shadows danced,
A silent whisper, when faith advanced.
A paradox revealed, in this life's scheme,
Without the night, there can be no dream.
For even the sun, with its radiant glow,
Needs the moon's soft light, when it's time to go.
So the friends embrace this paradox they find,
With light and shadows, forever intertwined.
A lesson learned in this cosmic grandstand,
In darkness, we learn to truly understand.
Four Friends and a Familiar Stranger -2
[2023]
Trust, Belief, Confidence, hand in hand,
In the lush garden of hope, they'd stand.
Yet, in the brightness of this grand light's beam,
A familiar stranger, Doubt, found a seam.
He lurked in corners, where shadows danced,
A silent whisper, when faith advanced.
A paradox revealed, in this life's scheme,
Without the night, there can be no dream.
For even the sun, with its radiant glow,
Needs the moon's soft light, when it's time to go.
So the friends embrace this paradox they find,
With light and shadows, forever intertwined.
A lesson learned in this cosmic grandstand,
In darkness, we learn to truly understand.
Chasing Sunsets.
People ask; are you not afraid, that’s where things go to end?
I don’t think I’m afraid,
For nothing ever ends,
Everything becomes.
Four Friends and a Familiar Stranger -1
[2023]
Trust, Belief, Confidence, hand in hand,
In the lush garden of hope, they'd stand.
Yet, in the brightness of this grand light's beam,
A familiar stranger, Doubt, found a seam.
He lurked in corners, where shadows danced,
A silent whisper, when faith advanced.
A paradox revealed, in this life's scheme,
Without the night, there can be no dream.
For even the sun, with its radiant glow,
Needs the moon's soft light, when it's time to go.
So the friends embrace this paradox they find,
With light and shadows, forever intertwined.
A lesson learned in this cosmic grandstand,
In darkness, we learn to truly understand.
Theory Of Sustenance -3
Theory Of Sustenance -2
Theory Of Sustenance -1
Will You Wait For Me Outside -1
Transient 3
[2024]
In this moment, I am the source of my own inspiration. I’m inspiring to myself because I’ve chosen to live, seek, yearn, fall, fail, wander, lose. I have accepted that which is fated.
I once told you of fires I lit to keep me warm and how they’re the same ones that consumed me. Now, I must make a torch to light my path from the same fires; my cow must roast on its tongues.
Transient 2
[2024]
In this moment, I am the source of my own inspiration. I’m inspiring to myself because I’ve chosen to live, seek, yearn, fall, fail, wander, lose. I have accepted that which is fated.
I once told you of fires I lit to keep me warm and how they’re the same ones that consumed me. Now, I must make a torch to light my path from the same fires; my cow must roast on its tongues.
Transient 1
[2024]
In this moment, I am the source of my own inspiration. I’m inspiring to myself because I’ve chosen to live, seek, yearn, fall, fail, wander, lose. I have accepted that which is fated.
I once told you of fires I lit to keep me warm and how they’re the same ones that consumed me. Now, I must make a torch to light my path from the same fires; my cow must roast on its tongues.
We Don't Know Where To Stop -1
DC: Go Alone -1
DC: Go Alone -3
DC: Go Alone -4
DC: Go Alone -2
Even Among Us
[2023]
Even among us, shadows creep,
Where feasts are laid, yet souls don't sleep.
A banquet grand, with poisoned fare,
We dine on darkness, unaware.
Each morsel bites, the spirit weeps,
While minds grow numb, their vigil keeps.
In blindness feigned, we let it grow,
A festering feast, our overthrow.