As it may have been obvious, I've been on a solo trip for the last month and a half. My partner, Cannon (saiko) is also on a solo trip.
As much as I've gained on an individual level from this time a part, I've learned on an even deeper level how much I value the connection I have with this person.
He is truly my life lover and my friend.
Someone I can trust completely and that trust is not an easy thing to come by..
Through all of the amazing highs and equally paralyzing lows, I've realized that it's the real connections that matter when all is said and done. Those are the ones you can recall in moments of despair. The memories, the small moments shared that you can take with you in the dark times.
There are a few others who came to my heart during these time, but I understand that there is still time and experiences to be shared to build truly long lasting and caring relationships.
When I started this trip over a month ago, one of my main focuses was connecting deeply with others. I did do this, but more importantly I've realized where my desire for this deep connection stems from. I won't indulge too much on that, but to say the least, I have the tools needed to mine for the gold & diamonds<3
Every single human is special, they have their unique purpose, even if I don't agree with it. I must fully embrace my purpose so that there is no doubt about who I'm surrounded by and who choses to come into my life.
This mint is an affirmation of my knowing and accepting that the people meant to be in my life will be there, I won't need to force it or be confused. This goes for blood related or not.
I fully embrace this ๐ฉธ
p.s. I love you like no other Cannon and I can't wait to meet your gaze again ๐ฅฐ
damatta
As much as I've gained on an individual level from this time a part, I've learned on an even deeper level how much I value the connection I have with this person.
He is truly my life lover and my friend.
Someone I can trust completely and that trust is not an easy thing to come by..
Through all of the amazing highs and equally paralyzing lows, I've realized that it's the real connections that matter when all is said and done. Those are the ones you can recall in moments of despair. The memories, the small moments shared that you can take with you in the dark times.
There are a few others who came to my heart during these time, but I understand that there is still time and experiences to be shared to build truly long lasting and caring relationships.
When I started this trip over a month ago, one of my main focuses was connecting deeply with others. I did do this, but more importantly I've realized where my desire for this deep connection stems from. I won't indulge too much on that, but to say the least, I have the tools needed to mine for the gold & diamonds<3
Every single human is special, they have their unique purpose, even if I don't agree with it. I must fully embrace my purpose so that there is no doubt about who I'm surrounded by and who choses to come into my life.
This mint is an affirmation of my knowing and accepting that the people meant to be in my life will be there, I won't need to force it or be confused. This goes for blood related or not.
I fully embrace this ๐ฉธ
p.s. I love you like no other Cannon and I can't wait to meet your gaze again ๐ฅฐ