physical artwork digitally manipulated with PS.

November 2024.

made with charcoal pencil on a plain sheet.
october 2024.

State of attention.
Made with chalk pastel and oil pastel.

Diluted emotions.
Made in chalk pastel and pastel oil on ivory colored sheet of 180 grams.

Distressing feelings.
Made in chalk pastel and pastel oil on ivory colored sheet of 180 grams.

Feeling of shock.
Made in chalk pastel and pastel oil on ivory colored sheet of 180 grams.

Feeling of apathy.
Made in chalk pastel and pastel oil on ivory colored sheet of 180 grams.

The sun dyed your skin with color, dear Oliva, the voice of your soul resonates here, between these walls but it escapes. You make a gesture and indicate that you are tired, you want people to accompany you, trying to escape from the routine, from people but not from me, so exhausted but always alive.

El sol te tiñó de color la piel, querida Oliva, la voz de tu alma resuena aquí, entre estas paredes, pero escapa. Haces un ademán e indicas que estás cansada, quieres que te acompañen, tratando de alejarte de la rutina, de las personas pero no de mi, tan agotada pero siempre viva.

Digital painting, create with Krita & Photoshop.

20.06.2024

tHe ViRtUaL iNvOcAtIoN oF eNjOy Is BeGiNnIngG, gEt RRReAdY!!!

Through the other's gaze I see myself, guilty, miserable, I feel the attack, my inability to act before him...
If all this was just inside my head it wouldn't hurt so much, right...?

15.04.2024 illustration made with Krita & Photoshop.

Patch work made with Zora.
27.03.24

Almost about to explode, wrapping myself in dark thoughts, falling, broken into pieces, I will not try to remedy myself again. I am accepting evil like never before, losing my humanity, releasing control of everything to get rid of the pressure I feel in my chest, to never feel again, the consequence is living an insane, avoidant, cut-off life. Am I knowing happiness? Is this my true self? -krita & PS. March 2024.

06.03.2024. Made in Krita & Photoshop.